I STILL deserve it.

by Lindsay, another priorfatgirl on February 24, 2010

Hi! Happy hump day! I hope you’re all having a good day!

First things first, thanks a bunch (well, more like thanks times a billion!) for your kind comments/e-mails regarding my post from last night. It’s so good helpful having other people to talk to about this and you guys have been SO helpful. Especially a few of you ladies that have e-mailed me directly, thank you so much. It really does mean a lot to me.

Alrighty, let’s get down to business. Things “weight loss wise” have been going okay. Last night and today were not the best eating days for me… but not totally out of control. I blame it on stress. Apparently, I’m still letting stress eating get the best of me. Last night Adam and I ate dinner at our favorite restaurant, El Toro, after we met with his recruiter. Now that I think about it… he was probably buying me dinner to butter me up to the whole Army idea… what a stinker. He thinks I absolutely HATE the idea… it’s not that, at all. I can support any decision he makes as long as it is in his best interest. He is trying to better himself – I can support that. It’s the whole, “I’ll be gone for several months at basic training and AIT AND possibly be deployed” thing that really isn’t floating my boat. I’m sorry, but one weekend and month and two weeks a year… my assssssss. Haha Sorry, had to. I’m still keeping an open mind and we are talking a lot about it.

Him and I are also hitting the gym tonight… nothing hard core, he hurt his back the other day at work because he slipped and fell on the ice, so tonight, we’re hot tubbing – I’ll probably throw in a few laps in the pool too, so I can at least “claim” that I worked out. ;) Don’t judge. Haha

I just need to remember, despite the stressors in my life right now – I am still worth it to make this healthy journey work. It’s hard and I will slip at times, but I am worth it. Life will always have stressors, it will always be complicated, and busy, and unfair. But ya know what… despite all of that, I still deserve to be healthy. And so do you. Don’t forget that.

Thanks for your support. I really love you guys!

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