Hey guys. Happy Thursday. I’m having an off day. I’m not quite sure why, but I am. I think it’s because I interviewed for the position I want today and now I’m all nervous and stuff. I don’t know how it went. It’s hard to tell. We’ll see, I guess. Not a fan of this nervousness…
Anyways, besides this “off feeling”, today was an okay day. Okay, it was actually quite bad. I’ve had a horrible food day. I hate food, but I love it. Why does everything bad for you have to taste so good? I ate a donut today and Jimmy John’s. I predict a gain in my near future. Any one else want to put in their guesses…? Feel free!
I don’t know why, but whenever things begin going really well with my weight loss, I set myself back. Intentionally, pretty much. I mean, sure, I don’t want to gain, but I KNOW I will gain if I continue to eat like crap, I know I will gain – but do I continue to eat crap food…? Yeah. Why is that?! I’m going to keep pluggin’ away, I’m just irritated with myself. I always do this.
Adam and I ARE going to the gym tonight. Mark my words: WE ARE GOING TO THE GYM TONIGHT. There will be no ifs, ands, or buts about it. I need to get back into my routine. Working out made me feel better, and definitely less tired. I’ve been feeling icky and VERY sleepy lately. Last night, after dinner, before I went and met Steph, I fell asleep on the couch. I was out cold.
I don’t know… I know I’m so “up and down” lately. I hate it. I want to come here and be an inspiration for you, I’m not. You are for me though, so thank you. I’m sorry I don’t offer more consistency. Maybe soon…? I’m having trouble practicing what I preach. C’mon Lindsay, get your head in it!!!
I can do this, I can do this, I can do this, I can do this, I can do this, I can do this, I can do this, I can do this, I can do this, I can do this….
Sorry to be Debbie Downer. I’m just exhausted. Mentally and physically. I’m out of here. Have a nice night guys!
xoxo
Lindsay
