“Happy” Monday! Wow, did this weekend just fly by… I hate when they do that! I live for the weekends! Anyways, this is going to be short and sweet since I am at work and am heading home soon.
So, my weekend. Friday, I weighed myself. I gained… 2.8 to be exact! Pretty bad, but I’m actually not bummin’ about it too much, I ALWAYS (well, almost always) gain the week before my monthly friend visits me. So, I’m *hoping* that’s what caused this gain, but it could very well be that I am SUCKING at being “on plan”. Mostly, because like I said in the past, I don’t have a well defined plan! I really need to work on that. Plus, my working out this past week was much lower than I like to do. Just not a good week. I cheated and weighed myself this morning and am down a pound… that’s nice. But who knows if that will stick or not.
**Possible TMI alert** It’s weird because I normally gain the week before my period, but while I am ON my period, I lose. How does that work…? WHY does it work like that…? I usually see that trend though. We’ll see if it continues to repeat history this month or if my body is just screwed up. 
So, Saturday, my boyfriend and I were going to go tubing down the Apple River in Wisconsin, but the weather looked iffy, so instead, we went to a little festival here in town with my mom and my sister and her girlfriend. We sat and watched men’s softball and ate… BAD food. Damn you Lindsay! Blllahhh.. whatever. Live and learn – if I gain next week, my own fault and I know why.
Sunday, we decided to meet up with some of his friends and tube down the Apple River. It was really fun. Here’s the sad part though, the one reason I WAS NOT looking forward to tubing down the river with his friends. They’re all thin! There they all are, running around in their bikinis and here I am, feeling disgusting in my tankini. I hate that. THAT really makes me want to change myself. I don’t want to miss out on things and dread going places because I “don’t want to feel/look fat”. It’s horrible. Either way, they’re fun people and I had a good time. Besides frying my legs because “smart” me decided that I didn’t want to put sunscreen on my legs because they NEVER get any color. I didn’t think it would be that bad… I thought wrong:
Now, in those pictures, my legs don’t look as bad as they do in real life… but c’mon! You guys, LOOK! It looks like I was wearing SOCKS (and knee pads)! Clearly, we were floating down a river, I was NOT wearing socks… or knee pads for that matter, what the hell is up with that!? Ugh, I look like a complete idiot today who decided to wear socks while floating down the river… even though I didn’t. Haha Pretty funny though. I do hope this “nice” little burn turns into tan soon because seriously, I never get any color on my legs. It’s pretty bad.
Anywho, that’s all I’ve got for now. I’m trying REALLY hard to be a better blogger… although I have zero people following, so maybe no one reading my blog… I don’t know – could be!
Until next time!
xoxo
Lindsay
